The wave washed me ashore, my legs heavy with sleep.
The wave — the wave, not water but sleep.
I don’t move, so as not to throw off the last bits of it, until I remember the pencil within reach.
And fall back down.
I am in here.
The wave washed me ashore, my legs heavy with sleep.
The wave — the wave, not water but sleep.
I don’t move, so as not to throw off the last bits of it, until I remember the pencil within reach.
And fall back down.
Sitting with my back to the snow which starts at the
door to this table and this bench next to the altar that holds
a dish with money from Costa Rica and India in it
and from here, with a large rock holding it all down next to the
candle next to the
window next to the
door to the snow and the
footprints filling one by
one back to you
and now they are smooth and white.
entering the night kitchen
the scent of basil
before the light goes on
This happy horse of my life that
I ride around in circles
circle like the face of a clock
clock-numbered all the way around this
This circle is the voice in the center
laying out our tasks for us
in time.
Never mind
the saddle and jodhpurs and boots and reins
the walks and trots and canters
and sun and dust and sweat.
This dappled gray horse of my life
whose shoulders unfurl to a rhythm
as I guide her into line behind the
buckskin horse and the bay horse as we
all form a circle at the direction
of the voice in the center
at a walk and a trot and a canter
circling the dust, shadows changing
as we changed hands and turned
serpentines through the center of the circle
the voice silent for once as I led the way.
start of September –
trying to remember the blue, the white
end of July —
hearing the cicadas
above the traffic
________________
end of July —
dog waiting for cars
in the shade
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end of July —
rust on the gate creaks
July sun on my neck —
grinding of the coffee roaster
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fourth of July —
wasp explores the flag
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July rain
drying my hair in it
______
again
the summer rain
again
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pulling back the left sleeve of my shirt —
five minutes since last time
there in the center
where no time is
the spot around
which the hands
revolve
and determine their
arcs