My SADD lights came today, and I had a happy old time in the front hallway putting them together. One light box, one desk lamp, one floor lamp. I soak up rays from the light box as I write.
I fell asleep under the floor lamp earlier, and slept only a couple of hours, but it felt like a whole long night of sleep.
I dreamed I was running away from home… the home I grew up in. Sneaking through the wooded areas, getting in a car and driving and driving and driving. There was a road through country that looked suspiciously like the wilder parts of Cherry County, Michigan (summer camp as a kid), parking, hiding the car, camping, No fire. Not sure if someone was following: sometimes, sometimes not. A deep desire for concealment, not fear. I was driving west.
And then I woke up.