I am in here.
I am not linking to the Neulasta site because I don’t think they want it generally known how awful you feel after getting your shot of the stuff. It’s kind of like all your bones hurt, like when you get the flu. Except worse. It’s mostly gone now, and I’m feeling sort of human, or … Continue reading How I am
I am calibrated. I spent yesterday, a chunk of it, becoming so. I was laid on a table under a machine and some laser lights. It sounds spooky to a lot of people, but I was rather comforted by it. Here I was, in the cradle of the result of 2,500 years worth of work, … Continue reading All calibrated
Spent a day separated from time today. That is, I was in the hospital all day, getting there at 8:30 and getting home about 45 minutes ago. I had a catheter inserted just below my collar bone, to make the administering of chemotherapy easier. Then I saw my would-be surgeon, who seems like a very … Continue reading Null day
I was in the tub for a long, hot soak tonight. Doubt I’ll get much chance for those after Wednesday morning when they put in my port, or whatever it’s called. Some sort of device that will enable “them” to poke me with needles as much as they want without making me look like a … Continue reading Choice
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